Life

Now people that now matter They always seem to come first Always had my back When you put my name in the dirt I don't gotta think about them Proving what they worth Real ones never switch up I been that way back since Why do we now change up on the people we believe in Hating when they winning Letting jealousy keep breathing These days I do wonder if we do this for a reason Maybe we just all been living Inside of a demon Lost inside a life and never Reaching what we dreaming Even when we make it always Feels like something's needing Sorry I can't help you cause I'm out here barely breathing Anxiety depression got me down I'm barely sleeping They always say don't change Im changing We ain't on the same page I'm paging I don't need more pain I've been hurting Thoughts all in my brain That's my burden Find what I'm looking for My purpose Die who I do it for That's certain People all around me They turning Hatting what we do But we earned it Living I've been learning I'm finding out whats my purpose Waking up some days And I wonder if life is worth it Hurting those we love While we celebrating the worthless Looking for the light When we stuck inside of the darkness You gone think I'm crazy I still say this shit regardless I ain't got much time I was down I dropped of college Knew I had the knowledge kept moving I will not stop it I fell straight down to the bottom over thinking each problem Like wow Damn I'm the man I'm I really doing everything that I can I don't wanna be no pussy wigga like Stan I'm I doing all the shit I say that I can I'm I setting time aside to build up the plan Think into the future you can do it my man God gave us all the tools to help with the hand Pyramid shall rise I'm on top of it stand