Tombstone Grey

He is better than me He's everything Oh my God, it fucking hurts 'Cause I'm not like other guys, I'm worse And she, she's better than me She's everything I'm not I wish I had something more than her Old used tile on my bathroom floor Subway on a Sunday with a smoker's cough You're on your honeymoon again, I'm taking weekends off Woke up today Feeling tombstone grey I think I really wanna throw myself away To the life filled with my papers from the second grade Woke up today Tombstone grey I don't think about you like I used to I don't ever search your name on YouTube I took you off my phone like you were U2 And now I'm used to you You can't get me right some more, it's okay Now I wake up early, take the subway The world wants me to love or lose The good news is I don't have to choose because I lost you Subway on a Sunday with a smoker's cough You're on your honeymoon again, I'm taking weekends off Woke up today Feeling tombstone grey I think I really wanna throw myself away To the life filled with my papers from the second grade Woke up today Feeling tombstone grey