Royal Blue Letter
Bonfires
How much did I really mean to you?
I don't think at all, if you're already with someone new
Well, this is for you
I torched our pictures tonight
For my sake it was only right
Cuz you snuffed us out like a light
So I'm done tryna fight
Broken hearts can't be undone
But I ain't fucking dumb
And in the end I'm not someone
To be played, to be erased
Stressy freaky dreams are raised
Enter main character on stage
So much shit so much rage
Free the beast from its cage (cage)
It's like walking on broken glass
Don't know how long I'm gonna last
But this anxiety like a bad rash (rash)
Overthinking and a pain in my ass
(In my ass)
My eyes are flaming October red
Sometimes I wish I were dead
Then ask God take the other guy instead (take him)
Cuz I'm gasping for breath
Which way is up? (Up)
Which way is left? (Left)
Wondering if it'll ever get better
Colors blending in and getting redder
This is my handwritten (handwritten) royal blue letter
(Don't return to sender)
I hear your new boo makes you so happy
Lovey dovey shit so sappy
Honestly though it's fucking crappy (crappy)
And I'll shout it till my throat's raspy (raspy)
Piss on my heart some more
Punt it like a fucking football
You were cheating before I'm sure (real sure)
Now my willpower is on the floor
(The floor)
Open the fridge, time to eat, emotionally
Boom bap beat ricochet off my feet
Cuz that's where this shit leads me (me)
I need some time to rise (rise)
Too bright strobes make me blind
Whacked out manual to overdrive
Still can't see the finish line
(Running out of time)
My eyes are flaming October red
Sometimes I wish I were dead
Then ask God take the other guy instead (take him)
Cuz I'm gasping for breath
Which way is up? (Up)
Which way is left? (Left)
Wondering if it'll ever get better
Colors blending in and getting redder
This is my handwritten royal blue letter
(Gotta keep it together)
According to the rumors
I shoulda started sooner
No sense of humor
Infected like a brain tumor
Well fuck you I'm finished (finished)
Good riddance
You're diminished (diminished)
Now a game of life no scrimmage (scrimmage)
Shades of blue you're through
I refuse to be anxiety's bitch too
(Yes I do)
My eyes are flaming October red
Maybe I'm better off dead
Then tell God I'm living life instead
Just pause and take a deep breath (breath)
That way is up (up)
That way is left (left)
Yeah things will get better
Colors blending in and getting redder
Signed and delivered, my royal blue letter
My eyes flaming October redder
(Redder)
Signed and delivered, royal blue letter
(Letter)
P.S
I don't need you
Written by: Laura KLyrics © O/B/O DistroKidLyrics Licensed & Provided by LyricFind
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